-lost-
maybe it is just me
everyone knows what they are doing
what their life revolve around and their goals
but sad to say i am the lost and exceptional one
after working for so long
not long enough maybe (5 months)
i am still passing day by day as normal
just doing what people want and expect of me
i am tired of such life
is my lifestyle wrong or is it me
anything wrong with me i always wonder
or is everyone wearing mask out on the street
i shouldnt be complaining
i know exactly what to do and not
but subconsciously i wish to run away
just to break this routine and order life of mine
i always used to think
my life is one without any obstacles
from young till uni everything was smooth sailing
until recently i realized it wasnt that perfect afterall
hai maybe i should stop thinking
and just prepare for tml's meeting ~.~