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Monday, July 30, 2007

-terribly upset-

never felt so lost before
busy and unsure of what i did
no one there to discuss and guide me
why my mentor had to take leave at this moment

now i know how confident i am
totally zero!! no confidence at all
my morale hit 22 year rocket low bottom
i really have no mood for anything at this time

now i have to prepare for a case
a new case to discuss with my boss
and i am left with less than 14 hours?
just hope everything will be fine tomorrow

now i can feel the stress
the pressure to perform well
the need to listen careful to what they say
the quality of work i need to show them i can do it

pray hard that nothing will happen these 2 weeks
exactly how many more days to national day
when is my mentor coming back to help
will i survive these 2 weeks
i really wonder = =!!

dreaming of you 10:10 PM
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