-should, should not-
you know exactly what people expect of you
the things you should and should not do
but just cant stop thinking what if you break the norm
how will things turn out to be
worse or better than what you thought
something are out of your control
you also dun want it to be that way
but just cant help but to see and wait for it to happen
why things turn out this way
your choice or fate that determines it
i really need a break
mentally and physically
i realize recently my posts sound weird
and especially tonight or rather this morning de
am i able to go without sleep for today??
