-hectic days-
sometimes i wonder
why time pass so fast
what have i been doing
strangely i have no idea
may i tat busy with reports
or is my memory getting worse
when can i go back
to those carefree days
driftng off into lil world of mine
everything seems to go wrong now
not even a good night sleep
waking up from weird slping position
but no matter how busy i can be
strangely i have time for my tv programmes
how can that be
i also dont understand
dreaming of you 9:02 PM
lots of people want to side with you in the limo
but what you want is
someone who will take the bus with you
when the limo breaks down
-oprah winfrey-
dreaming of you 6:24 AM
-not ambitious or too naive-
soon it'll be graduation time
and it marks the next stage of my life
the hot topic no doubt is "what's ur ideal job?"
even a stranger (taxi driver) asked me this question
to be honest i really have no idea
i juz hope to have a stable and happy job
but din think very far to the extent of a career
is it too simple or too silly of me
the taxi driver was saying it was not enough
to compete with others in this real world out there
the view i take is too simple unable to keep me survive
but i dun understand must we fight just to stay alive and good
i know we must be realistic in this world of ours
maybe my thinking is too shallow and naive
that's y i am still neither here nor there
not outstanding and successful enough
come to think of it i din plan my future well
suddenly i am scared of the world out there
the ugly world keep poping in my mind
will i be well protected or left alone to face the world out there
dreaming of you 8:44 PM
-reward yourself-
when you see "music and lyrics" posters hanging all around
you may wonder "is it so popular or just advertisement"
but after watching it, i believe you will not regret
it felt so good to have a good laugh
throwing all your work and everything out of your mind
it's no doubt a good comedy
din know the fish and co has changed so much
with big fish drink and chilli crab available
it's heaven to see so much good food served
been eating irregularly and heaty stuff these few days
just hope nothing will happen to me
and more food on the way
after the 311 presentation and fyp on mon
get ready for celebration
not forgetting a promised big seafood feast after fyp!! =)
dreaming of you 2:29 AM
-should, should not-
you know exactly what people expect of you
the things you should and should not do
but just cant stop thinking what if you break the norm
how will things turn out to be
worse or better than what you thought
something are out of your control
you also dun want it to be that way
but just cant help but to see and wait for it to happen
why things turn out this way
your choice or fate that determines it
i really need a break
mentally and physically
i realize recently my posts sound weird
and especially tonight or rather this morning de
am i able to go without sleep for today??
dreaming of you 2:25 AM
-just weird-
i know i am drained
it's time for me to sleep
but things just dont work that way
no matter how tired i feel
i just refuse to sleep
the brains may have shut off
the body may feel numb and tired
the eyes just refuse to close
i like the feeling of staying up
to be awake, afraid to fall asleep
you may think i sound weird
for it is not logical at all
but i am just scared to close my eyes
it seems that when i sleep
there will be something missing when i wake up
it's so late at night
who will be here to accompany me
i suppose everyone should be in bed now
warm and comfortable in their cosy bed
having sweet dreams and rest
dreaming of you 12:43 AM
-unique ones-
everyone is unique
something that is outstanding
special & different in their own way
one may not discover it
we can't deny its existence
for that really exists in reality
everyone is unique
you cant force them to be the same
but sometimes you will find similarities
you may wonder
whether same or opposite attract
i can't tell you for i'm not sure myself
you may wonder
is the similarities that bring them closer
or the differences that makes them attracted
come to think of it
there is no answer to some questions
*do i make sense here*
cant think anymore for nothing makes sense to me
dreaming of you 12:16 AM
-beautiful night-
i love night
simple, sweet & calming
lively, stunning & pleasant night
i never stop loving night
with the wind, moonlight & stars
with the silence, mystery & comfort
how i wish the time can stop at this moment
my wish is to see all the night sky of all countries
dreaming of you 12:05 AM
-relaxing weekend-
it's really good
to get away from the city
be close in touch with nature
strolling under the sky full of stars
chatting and laughing along the way
marina bay change alot
with the shelters and dim lights
the magificant night view of suntec
especially the half built Ferris Wheel
maybe the integrated resort is not a bad idea
a nice place to go
after steamboat dinner
is a place meant for couples
seemed like we disturbed many of them
while struggling hard to find our way to suntec
well, is it normal to fly kite at night??
dreaming of you 12:09 AM
-thinking of getting away-
so tired recently
rushing the major report out
rushing to get home for some sleep
rushing to school for discussion
always ending up sleeping anywhere i can
as the dateline approaches
my brain seems to be dead
my mind seems to drift away from the subject
my body seems to collapse anytime
always running away from the report
now how i wish
to get to somewhere sandy and sunny
to feel the tides splashing my feet
to relax and play all day long
who will accompany to get away from here
dreaming of you 2:46 AM
-i lost myself-
i am lost
in this world outside
who exactly am i
i really don't know
i am confused
is the person blogging
or the cheerful one that people know
the real me, for this i can't differentiate either
what can i do
or rather what should i do
who can show me the direction
the direction to somewhere away from here
dreaming of you 12:35 AM
-not within our control-
something are not within our control
just like how e splinter went into my finger
things just went hay-wired
from the start of this month
how i wish upon the stars
that things can change for the better
i know is impossible
but i always like to dream
indulge in my lil world
away from the hard reality
i am tired, really worn out
why do things juz repeat itself
when can i run away from this world away from everything
suddenly when writing this post
i remembered the fuXion winner of 2006 Impresario
love their great performance
when can i hear that beautiful music again
dreaming of you 12:12 AM
-worn out-
now i understand
why people can be that busy
so many things to be done
hard to think of other things
cant differentiate
the day from the night
raining these few days
just like me feeling so down
i hardly have dreams
i tot i will sleep like a log
but had one on 27th
hope to know the meaning behind
haiz when will my normal days be back
dreaming of you 12:18 AM
