-something different?-
everyone loves chocolate cakes?
nono, something different from others
craving for mango?? definitely emicakes
thinking of the thick & smooth mango cake!!
dreaming of you 10:00 PM
-it's time to spoil myself-
life is hard & practical
people enter & exit your life
never knowing who is really true
one thing i am sure
fortunate to have you
always ready there for me
i chose to be good to myself
spoiling myself in all ways i can
instead of waiting for people to be good to you
dreaming of you 5:03 AM
-oh well, just like this??-
happy birthday-ed
"the most romantic movie of the year"
but when the ending came
it was so expected and abrupt
indeed it was another touching, bitter love story
oh well, it's just like that
anyway it only happened in movies
i must start my engine soon
everything is happening so fast
fyp, projects, tutorial, lectures
yet going out often, i am so worn out
yet always waking up at weird times like this
just hope the coming feast can satisfy my stomach
dreaming of you 4:33 AM
-living in heaven-
it's a blessing in disguise
though weak, i can sleep for all i want
been sleeping the whole afternoon
from 12-5pm, is it a nap or sleep??
anyway for one thing i am sure
i'll not be able to sleep later
hope that missy c will be awake
to chat with me the whole of tonight
in fact i enjoyed chatting
late at night, still feeling alert
this was my first record
up at 3am that sunday morning
to be chatting online 5-8am
& still awake for the whole day
dreaming of you 5:37 PM
-wonder-
what is the best way to distract me
i am dying with the red and itchy lumps
i have tried all ways
from chatting, watching tv
to medicine, bathing & stoning
however i must admit
this isnt worse than chickenpox
startig to wonder what had i eaten
garlic? (i never touch garlic before though)
i hav been bathing for 4 times
if this continues, i'm going crazy
still i want thank you
for the treat u gave!! (",)
dreaming of you 2:58 PM
-abnormal?!?!-
am i abnormal
i never consider abt this before
until we were checking heartbeat tdy
mine is unusually fast (ard 96-100)
normally heartbeat shld be avg 60-80
what happened to me??
hope that someone can assure me
dreaming of you 2:05 AM
-sunburnt-
i cant imagine
we spent 2 hrs under the sun
how mad can we get
trying to get ourselves tanned
come to think of it
others were there longer than us
we weren't the crazy ones
who slept under the noon sun
now i regret
i am so red & hot on fire
nothing seems to help
wish there's a ice blanket for me
but it wasn't my worst
i still remembered what my mum said
after i came back from sec3 guides canoeing
"wah gal is that you?
i cant even recognize you
you look really like a malay!!"
hope that no one mistakes me for a malay again
coz 2 frens (1 sec sch & 1 jc) tot i was a malay
on the first meeting, do i really look that bad?? O.o
anyway py we really shld stop swimming at that time
and don't forget our meeting at the pool every wed (",)
dreaming of you 12:10 AM
-things going my way-
don't like going back to school
but things just went smoothly for me
seemed like everything was prearranged?
the bus stopped for me to board
a stranger sheltered me with an umbrella
though the train & bus were packed there were seats
the cool weather
a short walk from ntu to nie
the famous waffle
a short nap bus ride home
how i wish everyday will be that peaceful
dreaming of you 9:59 PM
-farewell-
so much of the hugs & wavings
you disappeared behind the checkpoint
out of my sight for the next half year?
half hearted yet tired leaving the airport
what a day i should say
i forgot to bring my keys with me
should i hang out with my bro till dawn
or going back home trying to wake my parents
thanks yiming for driving me back
dreaming of you 2:51 AM
-depressed-
everyone will be depressed
but if you try to close your eyes
you'll wake up facing a brand new day
close your eyes & rest your mind
and let's put off this fight
feeling of depression
im sure you’ve felt it too
but i'm sure it'll go away soon
listen to the sound inside you
perhaps go stargazing
i would like to know
is it something we all go through??
dreaming of you 12:58 AM
