-choices-
too many choices
this or that, right or left
definitely not one that i will regret
at the crossroads of life
everyone has a choice, good or bad
it all depends on each individual one
your fate is on your hands
make the right choice & don't regret
never wise to look back, but ready to make one
so what choice have you make?
to stay at the original point or something different?
dreaming of you 10:57 PM
-freedom-
what is freedom?
i don't know but long to be freed
free to do things i wish
free to take charge of my time
i long for a day of freedom
free from punishments & restrictions
freedom is what we want
but none of us has & will never have
how i wish to be free in a house by the seaside *.*
dreaming of you 9:42 PM
-choice of words-
there are many times where we hurt people ard us
times where we don't mean what we says
we wanted to show that we care
but said things that hurt
is it hard to express our thoughts
or is pride more important
it's always when
we hurt the people close to us
then we regret for the things said or not said
i sit here all day wondering
why we have to do/say something bad
then we will feel the pain & regret after
there are lots of things i want to say
but is a battle with words i can't explain
i'm slow & not good at expressing myself i must say
we often know what to do
but it's always easier said than done
i know that it is unwise to regret later
but why everytime i end up regreting for everything
dreaming of you 12:49 AM
-dream of mine-
i don't want to wake up
from the perfect dream of mine
cause the reality is too much of a drastic change
tear rolls down, smile disappears
this world is too harsh & not for me
i want to go back to the world where i belong
where i feel the love, hear the birds sing
breathe the fresh air & sweet nectar found in flowers
to be free, to be me, feel the strength of my dream's beauty
perfect dream & it's mine
dreaming of you 5:35 PM
-waiting-
we are living in a world
where everything takes so long
what have we done to bring such fate
i know it's not a choice of yours or mine
waiting for food, service and men
waiting for red lights to turn green
here we are standing and waiting again
thinking when will this waiting come to an end
it is not a bad thing though
as it gives us time to reflect through
a moment where we stop and think in detail
or even appreciate things wonderful around us
it's a moment where we can appreciate the beauty of nature!!
dreaming of you 12:35 AM
-happiness-
happiness in different forms:
- inundating barren mountains of canvas with resplendent color
- whistling melodiously across the gorgeously fathomless gorge
- letting incredible dolphins leap ecstatically by your side
- asimilating the mesmerizing beauty of the planets
- sighting stars that twinkle exuberantly in the sky
- gallivanting freely through the meandering hills
- inhaling the fragrance of soil and ravishing rose
- dancing vibrantly with the impeccable fairies
- floating uninhibitedly in the placid lakes
- witnessing an invincible smile light up
- leading life higher than the clouds
- immortal love
- sharing
- beauty
- caring
- unity
most importantly, in the chapter called LIFE..
dreaming of you 8:38 PM