-cruelty of life-
the sky seemed to darkened, the people are all rushing home
here i stood, looking at the life of people, how scary they can be
tears fell silently, they keep flowing one by one
blinded me, please tell me what i've done
no one seems to know i was lost
leaving me standing in the middle of the street
no matter how hard i shouted
they pretended nothing happened
i was so lost in my own world
how i wish someone could offer an helping hand
no concern no care no warmth
knives stabbing all over me, blood flowing endlessly
is this what the world really is?
everyday just doing what was expected of us
tired of my life
how i wish i can stop my footstep
just lie on the bed where tomorrow never comes
i used to think everything is fine
but so many rules to follow that i lost myself
i am just like a puppet
a bird in the cage, no strength of its own
do i have to spend the rest of my life like this?
this i don't know, for we will never know what lies ahead
am i a clown who smile at all people except myself?
this i always question myself, but there is no answer
is ok, that's what i always comfort myself
without me, life still goes on, nothing changes
now i only want to work toward a goal
where i have a ideal house & space of my own
where it is solely on my own where no one knows me
i guess eventually
this broken heart will heal
i want to be completely free, of all this pain & agony.
don't ask me anything
for i don't know the answer myself either
